When I first left, I was sure that things were going to work out for me. I found a lovely little job in my part of London, and before I knew it I was running my own little home care business looking after elderly folk. On one of my visits, I met the son of a lady I look after. He was a really lovely man and the first one to ask me out on a date since I had left London escorts.
We went out on a couple of days, and seemed to get on fine. He wanted me to move in with him, but I said no. I had been sharing my flat with other girls to help me pay off the mortgage, and to be honest, I did feel like I wanted some space to myself. It felt nice to come home, close the door and know that the place was all mine. That was the first time I realized my boyfriend had a bit of a problem relating to me.
My boyfriend is 15 years older than me. I used to date a lot of men his age when I worked for London escorts, so I know that there can be some issues from time to time. But he seems to worry about me all of the time, and don’t think that I can manage. Have I told him about London escorts? I feel bad about it, but I have not told him that I used to be an escort. Instead I told him that I used to travel a lot.
Although I like this guy a lot, I am not sure that we have a future together. I am sure that we all meet a man that we like, but who also at the same time gets in our nerves a little bit. That is how I feel about this guy. He is lovely, but he does get on my nerves at the same time. It is a little bit like being back with London escorts. He seems to think that I am some sort of doll, and he treats me just like that, and spoils me with lots of presents.
I am used to that from London escorts, and it is one of the reasons that we are still together. It sounds a little bit cruel to think like that, but I like to be spoiled. I am sure that I will meet a guy who can relate to me. The only problem is that you get a bit more picky after having worked for a London escort service. You kind of get to know what men are like, and I have to admit that I am a little bit sceptical about things at times. What are men really after? It is a bit like this guy, does he just want a house cleaner and someone to cook for him? He keeps telling me that it would be nice to have some “around”. Now that is not terribly romantic, is it???